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Sunday, January 29, 2006

happy cny to one n all

but..this entry is nt gonna head off a happy start after all...

have been thinking a lot these days..have been feeling kinda down n lost these days..or weeks even...probably cuz of the lack of sleep or grieving over the loss of my wallet or the damage of my precious bag or something..i dunno..but i juz felt lost..

howeva ive been thinking a lot these days..days when im lost..it might sound false but it felt true to me..but i finally realised...

ive been lying to myself..a lot..

but i cant simply put everything into words...

but the only impressionable thing i can think of is that i think im extroverted..but im nt..i mean honestly..if u ask me to step up to someone whom i juz noe barely n tok to him like im his/her pal for uncountable years--i cant.. its juz nt me...i always seek for my own corner for hiding.. but only when i feel that the environment ard me is comfortable..i will then step out n have fun...i wouldnt intro my 2 different grps of frens tgt..cuz tts juz nt me..i would rather have a few closer frens to tok to rather than a bunch of frens of frens of frens whom maybe i dun even noe to depend on.. n honestly.. my social circle aint tt big..or maybe i will eliminate pple i noe out of my circle too.. u can call me picky..but i will only seek wad i like..tts all..full stop..

sighz.. i juz hope tt my lows will be over soon...gd luck to me..

tata.................................................................

2:27 AM::i hate yOu::

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