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Sunday, January 29, 2006

happy cny to one n all

but..this entry is nt gonna head off a happy start after all...

have been thinking a lot these days..have been feeling kinda down n lost these days..or weeks even...probably cuz of the lack of sleep or grieving over the loss of my wallet or the damage of my precious bag or something..i dunno..but i juz felt lost..

howeva ive been thinking a lot these days..days when im lost..it might sound false but it felt true to me..but i finally realised...

ive been lying to myself..a lot..

but i cant simply put everything into words...

but the only impressionable thing i can think of is that i think im extroverted..but im nt..i mean honestly..if u ask me to step up to someone whom i juz noe barely n tok to him like im his/her pal for uncountable years--i cant.. its juz nt me...i always seek for my own corner for hiding.. but only when i feel that the environment ard me is comfortable..i will then step out n have fun...i wouldnt intro my 2 different grps of frens tgt..cuz tts juz nt me..i would rather have a few closer frens to tok to rather than a bunch of frens of frens of frens whom maybe i dun even noe to depend on.. n honestly.. my social circle aint tt big..or maybe i will eliminate pple i noe out of my circle too.. u can call me picky..but i will only seek wad i like..tts all..full stop..

sighz.. i juz hope tt my lows will be over soon...gd luck to me..

tata.................................................................



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Sunday, January 15, 2006

finally aft so long..ive gotten my friendster acc...

altho i h8 it a lot still..but to see ur frens r frens or other frens seem quite interesting..tts y decided to give it a shot..muahaha!

anw..pls do add me to expand my network..hehex..my add is this
http://www.friendster.com/profiles/choonyong

yupz..add me!! (omg..i sound so desperate)

DISCLAIMER: this is a totally random entry..if ignored..i dun care..hahax!!

bk to my tuts!

tata!



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Thursday, January 12, 2006

finally..a time for me to catch a breather...

first day of sch suck..the first horrifying thing i have to see in the morning is our dear(altho nt so dearly after all) GP tutor...sianz..first thing she came in..im sian-ded...sighz...felt like dying..

then sch ended so early..dunno do wad for such a long period of time...ended sch at 1210..started drama at 1530... 3 hrs++ rotted at parkway..haix...life

today had a worst day of a whole series of lectures..first up was maths....it was my first time ever in vj history to...greet a teacher good morning in a lecture...it started out so lame..then he took out a timer to time exactly the amt of time we r given to try a question..i was so lamed..n tgt with his lame jokes...his lecture was such a torture..

second came the phy lecture...jer's ct..wow..amazing..teach from the "learning outcomes"..n soon afer tt..he commenced the end of his lecture..n allowed us to leave if we want..it was utterly disgusting...

third came along the maths s lecture..wanna slap the lecturer...cuz its another lame one..came in..mood swing here like no ones business..at one moment serious while another he's nt..like huh??? +++ the contents of maths s is astronomical..its impossible to finish a tys of s paper presented to me...its all greek to me...really GREEK..i tot i was reading french or something the first time round...

then lastly came along the chem s lecture..a total biatchy one..all the weird bonding(inhumanely) techiniques...nv heard b4 in my real life...seriously..i've nv come across such complexity in my real life b4..so well..the things in the lecture did made me do so after all...

well..maybe i shld reconsider my application for s's for nw...

n nw..i shall conquer loci by tonite!

wish me luck!!!

oh..b4 i go..i have to write 5 things abt myself n tag it to 5 other pple..shall play since im so bored..

1) i luv to dig my nose..whenever its itchy..

2) abt 60% of the surface area on my bedsheet is covered with drool(both fresh n dried)

3) im afraid of rollercoasters..

4) my pimples started to meet me in sec 2

5) i hate living in my current apartment..

well..nw i shall tag 5 other pple: yeek, andrew, jun chuan, ivan n jun hao..hahax! u guys will have to tell us five things abt urself n tag on other pple! cannot tag bk the same person hu tagged u!

okie..nuff of the nonsense..muahaha!

tata!



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Saturday, January 07, 2006

phew...orientation 1 has finally come to a close...

after so much fun n cheering we had going on for this past week..ive come to a few realisations

1) u cant force wad u cant force...i mean ive heard stories of pple stoning/sleeping/ponning or any other wadsoeva crap tt happened during o1..n ive actually seen a grp of pple ponning myself.. so wads the pt of keeping them when u noe that they will nt let u keep them..

2) u cant judge things frm the beginning..u need to see the WHOLE big picture b4 u evaluate certain things..b4 orientation..i dunno y but i juz had this feeling that orientation will flop cuz i feel the planning made by the students council was a bit messy..i din noe a lot of things were going on n stuff liddat..but i juz felt tt after the orientation..everything went pretty well..so prob my lack of judgement led me to my conclusion even b4 the event itself..

okie tts all i have lahz..hahax..

i felt tt the orientation was very well done.. in terms of j1s having fun..i think they did so..definitely with most of the helping of ogls!! hahax! good job to every ogl in orientation 2006!!

i especially is impressed of our og head imran hu had a very unique leadership style i have nt really seen for my whole life..ive really enjoyed my times under him!! thanx imran! of course at the same time i have to give my thanx ou to clarissa too for being such a responsible leader too!

my fellow ogls in my team were very gr8t too.. they r the ones hu guided me more than i guide my juniors. they r far better leaders than i do cuz i juz felt tt im nt as good a leader as they do. n i really enjoyed my times with them as i dun feel stress when they r ard..its also a pleasure toking to them (cuz i feel tt some pple r juz hard to tok to) esp to my dear RONG PAPA!! hahax! will miss bitchin with ya!! n EDWIN!! hahax!! u r a gr8t welfare-r to all of us!!!

last but nt least my team members! at first when i saw my team members so quiet..i really wonder they will open up to us..n fortunately they did so!! phew! i esp luv matthew hu is so bitchy(altho nt my standard yet..muahahax!)n all the others hu made ISAZ, the LOSERS as unique a team as i could ever imagine..(i can imagine rong nodding her head n smiling at me bitchily nw!!!)

hahax..overall i had my time of my life in o1..esp at suntec yesterday which was such a havoc-y situation..haha!

kkz..gtg replenish my energy for monday's sea regatta day!! hahax!

tata!!



3:54 PM::i hate yOu::

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phew...orientation 1 has finally come to a close...

after so much fun n cheering we had going on for this past week..ive come to a few realisations

1) u cant force wad u cant force...i mean ive heard stories of pple stoning/sleeping/ponning or any other wadsoeva crap tt happened during o1..n ive actually seen a grp of pple ponning myself.. so wads the pt of keeping them when u noe that they will nt let u keep them..

2) u cant judge things frm the beginning..u need to see the WHOLE big picture b4 u evaluate certain things..b4 orientation..i dunno y but i juz had this feeling that orientation will flop cuz i feel the planning made by the students council was a bit messy..i din noe a lot of things were going on n stuff liddat..but i juz felt tt after the orientation..everything went pretty well..so prob my lack of judgement led me to my conclusion even b4 the event itself..

okie tts all i have lahz..hahax..

i felt tt the orientation was very well done.. in terms of j1s having fun..i think they did so..definitely with most of the helping of ogls!! hahax! good job to every ogl in orientation 2006!!

i especially is impressed of our og head imran hu had a very unique leadership style i have nt really seen for my whole life..ive really enjoyed my times under him!! thanx imran! of course at the same time i have to give my thanx ou to clarissa too for being such a responsible leader too!

my fellow ogls in my team were very gr8t too.. they r the ones hu guided me more than i guide my juniors. they r far better leaders than i do cuz i juz felt tt im nt as good a leader as they do. n i really enjoyed my times with them as i dun feel stress when they r ard..its also a pleasure toking to them (cuz i feel tt some pple r juz hard to tok to) esp to my dear RONG PAPA!! hahax! will miss bitchin with ya!! n EDWIN!! hahax!! u r a gr8t welfare-r to all of us!!!

last but nt least my team members! at first when i saw my team members so quiet..i really wonder they will open up to us..n fortunately they did so!! phew! i esp luv matthew hu is so bitchy(altho nt my standard yet..muahahax!)n all the others hu made ISAZ, the LOSERS as unique a team as i could ever imagine..(i can imagine rong nodding her head n smiling at me bitchily nw!!!)

hahax..overall i had my time of my life in o1..esp at suntec yesterday which was such a havoc-y situation..haha!

kkz..gtg replenish my energy for monday's sea regatta day!! hahax!

tata!!



3:54 PM::i hate yOu::

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

zzz...damn tired...zzz...

was screaming extremely loud today..dunno y where the sudden surge of energy came from..hahax! but i luv it though!!

my skin is moulting like a caterpillar..juz tt a caterpillar did a more efficient job than me..hahax! its irritating the hell outta me...

now im gonna learn my my junior yr1 in isaz..hate the sun...my new enemy..muahahahax!!

anw...our og group rox manz! but i hope to see more enthusiasm in u guys..hahax! add oil!!!!

sighz...too tired..dun feel like blogging too much..juz wanna sleep...zzzz....

tata...



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Monday, January 02, 2006

happy new year every1...kinda late tho...ni speculate tt this yr isnt gonna be a spectacular one either...

now time for my resolutions...or shld i say..resolution...my ONLY resolution for this yr is to have no resolutions..n i think i can accomplish it pretty well though..hahax!

i dun see the pt of having resolutions when most pple dun have the determination to keep n fulfill these resolutions. its practically useless by juz creating them. its like juz giving birth to a child(or even more) n abandoning them beside the bin.

wads more resolutions r juz wad u feel like doing when u plan for the following yr's activity. its not a very accurate measure of wad u want to accomplish in the yr as u wouldnt noe wad u want at the end of nxt yr.

moreover, y waste a piece of paper or even waste ur memory space in ur skull juz for the stupid resolutions? u can juz simply chuck them away n do wadeva u like. no pt rmbering them by the way if u noe u cant keep them like i do.

well, for those hu can really keep up with their resolutions every yr they make them, gd for them. but i can juz tell u tt ur life simply suck. y live by ur resolutions when u can live by ur mind. sighz..really pity them

well..best advice for the yr: NO RESOLUTIONS!

okie..i might have sounded a bit harsh here.. but hey.this is one of the rare opportunity where i showed my tots n feelings about something..hahax..so treasure it readers!

gtg nw to finish the gp hw b4 the sch reopens!

tata!



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