expressing negativity

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

oh...i forgot to mention one thing...i went to shit during gp for minutes! n i still had time to finish the bloody compre! omg! hahax!

oopz....

12:54 AM::i hate yOu::

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

it feels like holiday nw...after gp...everything seemed to come to a rest..phew...

well...gp sucked today..wad kinda qns r those? so weird..i think im gonna take H2 nxt year...sighz...

n i can forgo s papers too...

my teeth still hurts...ouch

went to chinatown today with my parents n andrew...hahax..was supposed to fetch him hm..but went to eat first..the hor fun wasnt tt nice actually..but had a great time toking to andrew so much cock..really have lotsa things to chat with him about..hehex...nt bad..den had dizzy spells in the stupid chinatown carpark..woo.. den saw andrew's hse..a bit the old siaz...oh well..sorry andrew..its juz random...

luv randoming still!

amazing race doesnt look too bad...i support the godlewski family of blondes (dumb)....ever-screaming n behaving so dumbly..well..they came in first place this wk though!! hahax!! yeahz!!

dizzy spells nt yet worn off :(...

tata!!

10:24 PM::i hate yOu::

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close ur eyes n imagine this situation...
u r at hm...but u cant use wadeva's inside the hse...u cant use ur room...u cant sleep on beds..u cant be a couch potato..u cant eat on the dining table....i think this is totally absurd...my mum is such a clean freak n such a 'chore' tt she dun allow me to use my bed...go my room cuz she cleaned my room liaoz...wth lor..n she claimed tt she cleaned early cuz she wants to rest earlier...well..i may be selfish but i need my space...my life is like totally screwed partly due to this lahz..my naps r disturbed...my study times r disupted..but i doubt she will change..even though she said she will stop doin this aft we moved in here...well...a leopard nv change its spots..juz like how i nv washed my underwear...jk jk...

oh yahz...stupid bio spa skill a and phy cd...i think im dead...im so demoralised by this stupid criteria thingy tt i failed to fulfill...juz forget it lahz MOE..go bk to old system..free us of this trouble...dumb...

wad hurts the most nw, literally, is my stupid wisdom teeth..its makin me lose my appetite...sianz...so hungry nw..yet cant eat...so painful..ahz!!

guess i shld be going...

luv random blogging..hahax!

tata!

12:29 AM::i hate yOu::

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

okie...gonna be super random here...

1st thing: SPAs r driving me nutz..luckily there's the allowance of 'free trade'...phew...
2nd thing: h8 my bowels nw...have to go shi* like twice a day..waste paper water wadeva...
3rd thing: chun jia juz "spoilt" my phone with all her photos...shit...
4th thing: gp coming...gp failing...
5th thing: going mad at walking ard the hse to memorise skill A..sux manz..
6th thing: bio cd today was a bit erm..i think off track for me lahz..
7th thing: i agree that 1st step is always hardest to take manz..
8th thing: started paranoing like someone in the morning...
9th thing: so dumb..miss 2-4 buses today...diaoz.....waste time..
10th thing: so nice to have a blog for me to randomise a bit...

thx..
tata...

12:48 AM::i hate yOu::

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

having so many things at hand...no wonder i hv forgotten bout this blog..oopz

nv felt so tired in my whole life...this wk was a gruelling wk..had to study/do eom/do tuts/do hmwk for gp tuition/SPAring.........n the list goes...+++ my dad was away this wk...tts y its tiring to go to sch by myself...finally empathise with those ppl hu goes to sch alone...

n the stupid eom..troubled me so so so so so much.. juz totally hate it....it has eradicated most of my brain cells which is always poor-thinged enough liaoz..alright..wad the hell...

n the holidays..made me more tired than ever..although i had fun during the 2 days(yeek bdae) tt i had..it still cant compensate to wad i did for my studies....its absolutely ridiculous...

luckily...i have some frens to keep me occupied..like the hours i spent on bitching with george bout some stupid ppl on the phone...it was definitely reliving my days of bitchiness..thx george for the lil reminder n warning u gave me!! hahax!!

n had fun in the study grps i had with cj n zh duting the hols.. although seriously we din study much..but we've made studying so fun n relaxing as we joked bout a lotz!! esp to nice cookings done by cj's maid too..totally awesome!

n nt forgetting the long-gone, tiny yet meaningful-to-me b'dae party tt my classmates got for me!! really appreciated it!!

howeva sadly...there r still ppl in this world hu dun actually looked upon u as their fren...n tts unfortunately wad im experiencing nw...

if u dun like tt person..do u have to show ur angstiness towards him/her...its totally unfair...i dun really like tt seriously...well...i cant run away frm the fact tt im ego..i admit it...but i cant change it..if someone bust my ego..i'll definitely be upset..but dun worry..i wont hurt u...juz in case i break any laws or rulz when i get mad...

well...luckily for this blog...or else i think i will get a haemorrhage for getting mad...phew

well..cya soon...tata!

2:18 PM::i hate yOu::