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Monday, May 23, 2005

hi ppl! im bk!! looks like everytime my intro its the same...a bit-ch boring lor..oopz! but hu cares! its definitely a HECTIC life still..wads new? anyway..since im so free..y nt i do a recount of everything??? looks like its my forte n my source of inspiration aft all...

13/5 fri...AHZZZ fri the 13!! nothing much..a bit sianz...chem lecture as usual..the teacher juz lame-d the whole way thru..so dumb....n the way she decides to play the nm game is too...dumb.. bio lecture...miraculously i understand everything..so unbelievable..but maybe cuz shes my ct...cant sleep..need my EC in my testimonial desperately...oopz! den aft tt the 1st half of class had their bio spa b...so scary..so the other half went for the mini bio lecture on the last part of transport across membrane..n as usual..our dear prem. b. started to shoot the poor female teacher down again with his illogical nonsensical qns... so poor thing fiona chen..aft this 'bio lecture'..our pw group went for a survey..wow! how cool! 1st time i actually doing an ACTUAL survey! amazing!! so we went to tao nan..katong convent...the parents i ask r all BITCHES..yahz....BITCHES!! so slutty n dao! how dare they do this in frnt of me..cant wait to lay my palm on their wrinkled unironed faces...well..i juz had to give a bitchy smile bk to compensate...oopz! den the lil kids were cute...but i din survey them...cuz the survey-the-parent job was by muah..cuz the rest dun dare..so poor me...sobz...anyway..susanto left 1st..leaving rq me n puei san..hahax..so in order to finish fast..we split cuz the stupid sch..shall nt mention...dun let us go in cuz need wad referral letter..dunno y reject a visitor liddat..y need a referral letter..mafanic!! anw...i was left alone to take the teachers survey formed to chs...so went bk with jer n yeek...bitched about in the bus n then we realised its sports nite tt day!! hahax..n as yeek has said..lotsa dogs r roaming ard tt place..so irritating...they r barking us down..cant stand them!! really had a sudden craving for dog meat suddenly..oopz! met angie n then serene...gosh...cant tell serene is guy or girl..but ok lahz..the hair looks nice..reminds me bout hk star....dunno lehz....FEELING lahz...but we really had nothing to do..so i gave my survey forms to angie for her help..hahax...den went to eat at chomp2..so hot..n waited so long for the hokkien mee to come..literally melting liaoz....den went hm..hehex..tired...zzzzz

14/5..went out with ivan to mug..oopz...sorry for those guys hu think im a mugger..but im nt...but i really need to..oopz..den went to play para as usual..its lika routine liaoz...hahax...b4 the para2 session..went to buy stuff for ivans frens prezzie..then went to bind them..n the auntie was like so dumb..im sorry..but i REALLY HAVE TO SAY SHES SLOW N DUMB!! wasted our time there..should hav gone to somewhere else...a possible 2-minute binding took about a ten times the expected time taken..wow!! gr8t!!! got ozone-nated as a result...hahax..den nothing much..juz went hm aft tt....

15/5...did my maths tut till 4am this sun morning..sorry..its an addiction...cant help it..its nice to do it...dunno y...anyway...so woke up at 2.45pm in the aftnoon..went to grandma hse to bitch about with granny...long time nv done so..so cool! oopz!!! den went hm to rot till nitez...sianz day manz...

NB: y my entry getting shorter? cuz im getting life-less....sianz................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........oh sorrie...continue....

16/5 mon...new sch day..had to run 2.4....YUCKS!!! hate it! rainy day some more..how to run?? anw....im proud n pleased to announce that i run a total timing of 10.56min...position 19...nt bad bahz...yeahz!! best timing ever!!...i ran my SLUT life for siaz!! totally aching like shit aft tt..hehex...went for jerry's n kh's lesson with a tired muscle...really "ka neng" aka "legs soft" hahax!! dunno how to say lahz...hahax..maths lecture was chuah's 2nd last lecture liaoz..*SOBZ SOBZ* really will miss her...shes nice cranky bitchy n humourous at times even though the jokes were of a low quality..hahax!! oopz...hope she will come bk...chem lecture was our 1st lectue with mrs ting...yeahz!! come in 1st thing oredi btiching about ppl sitting too dispersingly..so cramped every1 up...hahax..den scared us with a 3-term organic chem lectures coming up..n wads she teaching is ONLY THE INTRO!! hahax...win lor..n intro isnt exactly really ez to study....so i wonder wads the other world doing there waiting for us..died-ed...den bio n chem tuts..as usual..tuts undone..oopz...one funny thing...mrs cheng kept saying chu-morrow...oopz...set the class into giggles...then sianzly went hm...

17/5 tues...bio lecture n phy lecture were torturous...utterly boring..n cant sleep some more...so bo liaoz....choir ppl lucky lahzz..can go off early..jonny chuah lor..come for bio left phy lecture..win siaz..4 periods long break was not quite slack..did gp stuff...did trigo 4.4...something productive coming out of it..hehex...den phy lesson..going thru the thermodynamics STILL...so slow...but well...at least i can slack the dynamics tut...den maths lecture...sianz...klk almost lose his top again...gp lesson...so infuriating...done the hmwk..yet she dowan to go thru...rubbish...did the compre instead...definitely a much simpler one..cuz i can finish till the summary..hahax..den cam msged me to go now cuz his parents fetching us bk to chs to get our certs..so rush..his msg made me ran away officially frm maths lesson(an impromptu extended lesson) in frnt of jerry's face...den as i ran...i ran across the wet floor...den across the really polished concourse floor...i ALMOST fell on my BUTT! oopz...was slipping like a cartoon charac...so embarassed...i noe i was seen by a bunch of tsd ppl...oopz...malu-ed...bloody pig was too ashamed to c...n worse thing is...cam's nt there yet...WIN!!!..nvm..but thanx to cam's parents..we were there to collect our certs first n to collect my surveys....hahax...cool! den we rushed hm to get changed...full for SOV concert...rushed like mad bitched..yk even had to eat with the box in his hands...cuz of the damn esplanade rulz...crap rulz...wadeva...the choir was excellent n brilliant...even though some members werent really pleased with their performance...but it was gd to listen to it 4 the 1st time! kudos to u guys!! spent time with ch choir bitchy juniors too...still as bitchy as ever! kudos to u too!! met lotsa ppl..some quite chio..some q normal...me too..hahax...met ming long n clement..bitched a lil...oopzz...b4 we went hm tired but happy tt our money was well spent...

18/5...damn tired..aft late nitex again! chem spa CD lor!! kaoz..morning ct council investiture..wasnt really bothered bout it..bzily mugging chem spa...crazy liaoz...tried to squeeze everything in...but got too scared..doanna was screaming y we kept studying..hahax...well chem spa...a lil waste time...almost slept while writing templates...boring!! oopz...cant be too complacent...hehex..anyway..the whole string of tuts cropped up...phy did nothing much...yawn..den bio..returned the test...lucky i got a 27/37...even though i nv study...oopz...sorry...den chem..wadeva...gp...completing the compre...sianz... den i saw the notice board..no drama..lucky me! i nv prepared exco speech...oopz...den yeek jer n i went to bitch bout in pasta mania...b4 we had our remedy of the day...MAHJONG!!..oopz...too lucky...den yeek was like on a winning streak...last tile still can man tai...win lor...den he started to complain if a gambler's luck is gd..the love luck will be inversely proportional...huh??? wad logic...but it sounds q true lahz for him...hahaax...den went hm aft tt...q sad n sianz..

19/5...thurs...yet another day...bio tut...poor thing mrs cheng...so young oredi got Alzhemier's disease...so fast forget everything...even us s11...wadeva..den maths...tok cock all the way thru...den last lecture of mrs chuah..sad...den mrs koh came up...,like machine gun..tok so fast..but i like her presentation..understandable...gp..test vocab n the gist thingy...actually...quite a stupid gp lesson though..so technical...cant we juz watch a movie like other classses do...so freaking boring lahz..phy prac followed...skill c...sianz...so ez...den phy lecture...nt so call a lecture..a practice...n that chan yang leng kept ranting like fantasia...sighz..wad a simile..den chem tut..wadeva...den pw was transformed to a bio tut..due to mrs cheng disease relapse in the morning...hahax...oopz...sorry... den went hm to sleep...cuz cant take it liaoz...

20/5..fri(finally)...short day..but a freaking out day for me n some others..cuz bio spa!! v scared will flung...but miraculously...i din study during the lectures despite my fear...played bridge some more!! den bio prac was hectic...had to stagger...no time..but i staggered well! proud of myself for tt..den went to rot with pw members for an unofficial meeting...b4 i go for interact...i took a really long bus journey down..thinking tt i will be late..wadeva..im early k..even though i 1st time go there...den i went to tutor this guy..forgot his actually nm but he asked me to call him 'one'...hahax..cool guy..taught him maths since i can only teach him mathz...den started to play table tennis to de-stress ourselves..hehex..really fun! den he thanked me..really really touched by the way he told me...but i din really noe how to react atm..so i juz humbly accepted it..guess i will really want to go bk n teach him some more!!..den went to meet up with cam n jer at pp...i missed my bus stop cuz i slept on 31...hahaz...dang tired siaz...so overshot my bus stop...thanx jer for waking me up!! so i went bk..ate a quick dinner...n reluctantly went bk to watch 'infusia' by string n CO...gd performance though...but was really tired while watching...wanted to leave halfway..but dun dare...hahx..angie like zombie liaoz..hahax..den during the show..yeek got so bored tt he shouted ' go yee kuang!!' hahax!!!!! i laughed like hell lahz...ppl behind mumbling things which they think i cant hear...how dare they old BITCHES!! wadeva...den went hm with a zombiefied look...

21/5..went out with ivan again..i was late as usual...he tricked me to wake up..win lor..hai wo rush like a mad bitch...went to changi airport to mug..nv knew changi airport changed so much!! nice though...mug at macs..the stupid sound came out again..pissing me off...den went for usual para session b4 we went hm..tried a few parax2 songs...the simplest one..laughed until i dropped having fits...oopz....

22/5..today...slept a lotz still..dun feel like waking up...but had to cuz had pw meeting...went to tp macs @ entertainment centre...nv knew theres a macs there...tt makes 3 at tp central..crazy...we did quite fast..faster than expected time taken..we were like joking..slacking ard...i ate..took like onli 3 hrs or so..we finished writing our drafts for gpp..we r efficient!! hahax..den we toked bout lotsa things..i got into charac a few times...hahax! our pw grp ROX!!!!! even if i dun get band 1..im happy working witht the group!!! aft tt went hm...b4 going out on a coerced trip to orchard...he said no shopping...well.....oopz!!! ate @ crystal jade..waited for quite long...but as it was nt as long as i expected...ooooooooo....den went hm with a summon cuz of muah!! so proud of it!!

hey guys..if u can still sustained till here..can really tell u r a gd fren!! hahax! quoted frm jw btw...finally i have finished my long essay even though i noe i can add a lot more things...hahax...if u din sustained thru here..nvm lahz...as of expected..heheex...really glad tt u even bother to come my blog..thanx!! im gonna post the pics on another day soon..do check bk!!! btw..really excited to have my own ipod mini soon!!!AHHHHZZZ!!

tata..rest well..stay happy always!!

1:50 AM::i hate yOu::

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

hi ppl! now if u c me blogging at this rate..hahax..im quite bo liaoz..oopz...forgive me..oopz!

mon had napfa..some resulting were shocking..some were expected..while some others were manipulated...hahax..shall nt ban1 men2 nong4 fu3 here..shall be modest..but the sit-ups can really kill..my chest is experiencing pain like nv b4..ouch!! heels were squashed aft a bare-footed shuttle run..hahax..oopz! the day continues as i experienced sudden indulgence into my character...n this character isnt like fann wong in jing4 zhong1 ren2..cuz tts too low-class..but mine is juz purely simply drama withdrawal symptoms..hahax!

tues..we were so lucky to have jie yu ard..cuz we can go support table tennis @ toa payoh! yeah! but the main purpose of this organised trip headed a diff way..cuz s11 simply gets disgusted aft any reminiscence of any alphabetical letter resembling "G or g" n "P or p"...thanx..released at 1.15pm was a dream rarely come true..n toa payoh some more..favours us northlings..hehex..bk to match...unfortunately..it was pretty disappointing...we lost to rj juz by a mere 2 points..nvm..nxt yr they r dead meat...gt seriously make tt girl retain...OOPZ!!

today..as usual..but the chem spa scared me b4 the exam..bore me during the exam..n made me long-forgetting it aft the exam..how strange..hehex..anyway..drama was still on..evaluation n stuff..n NOTHING related to the word 'SURPRISED' written on drama board..how crappy...its a scribble btw...oopz..anyway..aft drama..went out with chun jia..ching joo..jac..talia..krystle..kyle n gladys to have dinner n aimless walking-ards...hahax..walk thru pp...erm nothing..walk thru mac...erm nothing...walk thru the row shops in mp promenade..NOTHING AGAIN!!...wth...hahax...den walk frm 6 to 8.30 with dinner break..but we had a relaxing time nvtheless...hahax..! drama rulz! yeahz!

guess tts all i hav in store for ur..i noe some of ur may miss my 2-wk recap kinda report..but im sorrie..i dun think i can afford to spend another day to type this particularly long report out ever again..i noe my blog cant be compared to jer's bo liaoz blog..jonny's hard to understand blog..or cam's cute template...but tts ALL i CAN do..hahax..oopz!

cya guys! enjoy life while u can siaz! tata!

1:15 AM::i hate yOu::

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

hey ppl! long time no c...but there isnt really much to cheer upon...

drama nite juz flew past last fri...yeahx...a success...but r we really happy? its over...my motivation of going to sch has totally been stripped off me..like i found no joy in coming to sch anymore..these 2 days have been hard on me as i cant stop thinking wad would life be drama? so bk to the qn..r we really happy aft drama nite?

but indeed..we were v successful..all the hard work tt the entire drama has put in..its incredible..its incredible how we can put such a show in about 1 month..hahax..its incredible how supportive our drama teachers, mr young n mr teo, r...esp their staying bk during late nitex with us..its also incredible to c how we had so much fun in the process...its really a miracle for me..for the whole drama grp too...

to brandon aka director aka weirdo(hahax)..thanx for ur guidance n understanding for our cast..our constant stoppage during rehearsals..juz for a GREEDY cast like us...n u too..the big-eater...n the weird ideas n imitations..esp imitations about me...unforgettable...but u r really scary when u r under stress seriously..hehex..really luv ur ideas for our play n to make everything possible when i saw it as impossible initially..hahax..THANX!

to christine aka kel aka a. director....seriously...u r quite bitchy at times...hahax..but ticklish too..lil jokes make u go crazy...n ur crazy acting..n nt to mention lousy too..of me n aiko..hahax...oopz..n the constant nagging of ur template( get into ur character) into our heads were really...brrrr...hahax...but u got us close together with UR OWN character too...hahax....THANX as well...

to ashish aka varren aka stoner...really enjoy acting with u...gd actor..juz tt stone too much...call u to react oso blur blur..oopz..but at least ur stoning brought us much joy in our acting..its really a great pleasure to work alongside with u..hehex..anyway...stop all ur lies k...nt farnie lor...oopz...juz dun miss us too much..hahax..!

to priya aka lavinia aka laPriya...really appreciate ALL our bitching sessions.. the fighting n throwing or ganesh's bball..hahax..u r really very respectable..marvellous acting too! i luv n its a privilege to work with u..u r another v unique person that ive ever met..keep it tt way k? n try practising to jump off the wall of the koi pond...hahax..

to chun jia aka edward aka whore(pronounced as wore)... hypergurl shall be ur nm...hahax...seen u in ur hyp n low times..cute though..hahax..n ur ultra bimbotic moments..esp after the makeup..hehex....but even though u r bimbotic..u r quite gullible n innocent like me though..kena ashish's lies liddat..hahax..looks like the both of us muz be smarter liaoz..hahax..enjoyed my days with u! stay happy k?

to kar mun aka rosalind aka muny....i noe...i noe u r still jealous i have an adams apple n u dun..hahax....u r juz a reflexologist k...hahax..oopz..u r v nice...n nice to argue too...hehex..u r really v bubbly..as in in my perspective..luv the times u priya n i sang songs together..hahax..really intersting..n its glad to noe u hav difficulty harmonising as well..hahax..glas to noe u though!

to deepa aka sam aka editor..really nice to meet u..but u r always so paranoid...academically-speaking....dun be so kiasu lahz..dun worry k..everything will be fine..budden sometimes u scream at me..im quite frightened though..hehex..but u r v fun-loving too..hehex..nice to meet u! hope we can have a chance to work together again...cuz this time we din..hahax..

to ganesh aka vasoo aka irritator...dun be so irritating ok? be more sensitive ok? dun so noisy k? cuz tts my forte..hahax! but at least u share the same tots as me..being really depressed cuz theres no drama oredi..hahax..dun worry...i think there will be fun times too.. but luv ur lame jokes sometimes though..hahax..enjoy ur days!

to the pp crew...thanx for ur help...u guys r really miraculous..u figured everything in like 3 days? my god..special tribute to amos though...really detailed planning...hahax..n to our costume lady hwee ling...u really win lor..all ur costume all so sexy siaz..hahax..but u hav been a great help! thanx everyone in the crew!

to the matz cast n crew..i think u did really well! although i think tt ppl din really get the meaning of ur story since ppl kept laughing..hahax..but i think u guys have been successful cuz ive seen ppl's review bout ur play..hahax..u did well! great job!

aft saying so much..its really v depressing to come to a halt with all the rehearsals..ive nt been so passionate towards a cca b4..sighz..its really sad to let go..i really cant bear...

gtg...bubbaiz...

11:13 PM::i hate yOu::