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Saturday, December 31, 2005

last day of 2005..hahax..last entry of the yr(i suppose)..so fun..woohoo!!

got a really gr8t sunburn i suppose on thurs when i went to sentosa with ivan sl cp n caroline..hahax...the 2 girls hu went with us were simply playful to the extreme..even more hyped than me...hehex..i was so lazy tt i slept on the really customised-bed sand on the beach...nw tts how i got my sunburnt...

watched narnia..i think i would give it a 3.5/5...cuz the 3d effects looks not too grt..the white witch aint got tt x-factor in her to make me fear her..hahax..n the children were nt really fantastic i guess...giving it such a high score would probably be the storyline bahx...

went for the ogl meeting on fri...hmmx...a pretty zzzzzz one i guess..i was so tired..n so painful with tt sunburn tt i dun wanna do anything..yet i stil went to find stuff for the props for imran n clar...dam n tiring siaz..at night still went for the bbq when i was oredi half dead..hahax...

well..nw i shall start with my hw..my gp..oh gosh..save me...

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1:23 PM::i hate yOu::

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

sianz..another wk gone liaoz...done nothing really constructive(mugger-wise i mean)..hahax..but definitely i had a fun wk...

had a rare mahjong stayover for 2 nights at my hse...hahax..its called the mahjong 3d2n camp...where only left yeek piggy n zy hu stayed over for 2 nitex! hahax! its quite a cool exp..altho i think it may nv happened again..(my dad complaining about the scratch on the wall...so noisy...oopz!) i noe..i BANKRUPTED...TWICE in ONE round...fine...say all u want piggy...hahax

then had this ogl camp which i seriously think is monotonous but nonetheless very informative..hahax..too informative...all the mass dances n cheering n games n briefing..blah blah blah..list goes on..hahax..luv my og group ICIS!! the most pervertic bunch of pple i've ever seen..hahax! ICIS ROX!(esp ISAZ!!) hahax..

had piggy n angie's birthday celebration today..quite cool..ate at marina bay bbq open air restaurant..hahax..its been a long time since im there...hahax..cant rmb when's the last time ive been there..hahax..but i was too tired...cant really focus on anything while eating...esp when everything's cooking so slowly..hahax..

well..tts bout my wk...

nw time for some explosion...

i really cant stand pple hu dictates oredi...no matter where i go..i feel tt ive been asked to move ard like a puppet since the holiday starts...esp during the intensive times overseas...hahax!(those hu noe wad i mean..HAHAX to u..) i mean cant ur juz keep quiet for a moment n shut up..n step bk n look at the BIG PICTURE...look at the crowd..r they responding to ur dictation..ur ASSERTIVE dictation..ur REPETITIVE dictation...sighz...juz be quiet for a moment..the world may become a better place(for THAT moment only)...

sighz..nice explosion there...

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12:36 AM::i hate yOu::

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

suppose to watch king kong on mon...but too full..the cinema wasnt enough for last minute tix..hahax...so piggy jer n jonny came over to my hse to play mahjong instead...stupid jer n piggy..always win...dunno if its because piggy BANKRUPTED last time...thats y...hahax... tehn went to chomp chomp to eat dins...slurp slurp!! hahax...then i was too tired so piggy left my hse aft watching project runway..hahax..

on tues..wenta play badminton aft waking up at 3pm~..stupid andrew..suppose to meet him at 4.30..came late...aiyohz..taking aft me ahz...hahax...then we played badminton..quite mild but fun..hahax..then wenta have dins ata coffee shop near ps's hse..the nasi lemak quite nice..shld go eat there again...hahax..

today..a bit sicky...so cant go watch king kong :(..sianz...sighz...but nvm...shall watch it soon...

k..shall go rest now..

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4:40 PM::i hate yOu::

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

i think given the no. of blog entries im writing(or typing) now...u can seriously tell how bored n free i m nw...hahax...

im writing x'mas cards nw...n i dun think its nice to write so many cards last minute..my hands r disintegrating...n its horrifying as it looks like im writing essays during an examination! hahax! oopz...ive finished writing 8 cards...24 more to go...jia you!!!

sighz..shall go now...

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9:29 AM::i hate yOu::

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surprise! im blogging @ such unusual time of 7.40am in the morning! hahax...dun worry...im nt having insomnia again..hahax...i did sleep..but i wake up at a wrong/unusual time tt i would wake up at..hahax...

luckily...aft the gr8t insomnia tt i had yesterday..i did manage to sleep 4hrs frm 11am to 3pm..until ivan came...hahax...at least i did catch some sleep..but i really need the pills soon...this cant carry on...i feel so lousy now............

wenta watch vj symphonic band concert..hahax.."Not So Silent Night"...hahax...i luv their skit..so lame...hahax...oopz! but as for their pieces..a bit shaky...cuz they did come in on time..lost their tempo a bit...but aiyahz...hu dun commit these mistakes...it still looks pretty perfect to me..hahax...i mean choir did make such mistakes..hahax...humans r fallible...oopz...

okie..gtg bk to sleep nw...i hope...

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7:39 AM::i hate yOu::

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

omg...i cant believe it...

i was watching my recorded tv programmes..superhost...until dawn broke... i so did nt sleep today...n the problem is i did nt feel tired at all...sianz..i need sleeping pills...crapz..i juz feel crappy nw...i so screwed up my bio clock...nw i dun even noe wads happening in my mind nw...sianz...

i will try n grab some sleep nw..

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8:50 AM::i hate yOu::

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Friday, December 16, 2005

woke up really late today..3pm...typical..hahax...ate laksa the moment i wake up!! paradise!! slurp slurpz...oopz

then continued playing ff7!!! finally got my w-summon materia...phew...

juz came bk frm a badminton session...well..its nt really a badminton session for me..hahax..slack a lotz...rested my butt on the seat for really long b4 i started to get up n play..but my arms failed me..really painful..the joint there..dunno if its joint infection(guan1 jie2 yan2)..die die die..so young liddat liaoz...but..wad the heck...

my whole family except me is going to usa to see my sis le..hahax! the whole hse is mine!! oopz!! a bit possessive here siaz..hahax..

ahz!! die! hw nt done!! but nvm..i believe the wish tt jer n i made...it will work!!oopz

okie..gtg write x'mas cards nw..hahax

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10:57 PM::i hate yOu::

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luvly mahjong session on thurs!! hahax! with fellow sluts of course..with piggy ended up bankrupt...again...as usual..!!! oopz! n i won quite a sum ok...but only at the first rounds lahz...oopz!

yeek brought us some lao po bing...the hong kong one..u noe..yahz..tt one...its the 1st time i try it..hahax..so swaku of me..muahaha! it tastes elastic(the 'doi doi' feeling?) n sweet..hahax! thx yeek for the lao po bing n the poker cards!!

anw..we played mahjong till piggy bankrupt...so the game ended real quickly..so we a bit sianz...started to bet with our remaining chips(dun worry...piggy's money was nt taken EVEN THOUGH he went bankrupt..) in some poker game which i dunno the official nm of..n blackjack...bloody huss-slut...win so much money..i mean..everyone's money...hahax..stupid...

was really hungry by 6pm..cuz ate an early lunch @ 12pm..slurp slurp! wenta eat delifrance!! even tho i dun fancy it..hahax..still..the sandwich was nt bad..its juz tt there's no chilli sauce @ delifrance...so u will have to bring them urself nxt time if u want........ok.......im crappin....

aft pondering for a while n thx to yeek's advice..i joined my family @ orchard heerens to shop...i juz hurried there..despite the pple r oredi closing their shops...i still went there..n bought a t-shirt...hahax..gd lahz..nt i pay one of course i will go!! hahahahax!!!! oopz....

okie...nw bk hm..been playing ff7 till nw...a bit sick of it liaoz...keep leveling up..but the materia nv seem to level up...stupid...zzzzz

okie..A BIT tired le...shall go sleep le...

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3:47 AM::i hate yOu::

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

wenta watch zathura with piggy yesterday..hahax! quite okie lahz..a lot of similarity with jumanji...but it has some educational implication..hahax! nt bad lahz..hahax..quite an exciting movie!! hahax

i luv movie spree!!!

then wenta chs to help angie design nature guiding cert..used her tablet to design..hahax...she nv used her tablet b4..so we played with it for a while..hahax..quite cool to have a tablet...hahax! got this handwriting analysis in the tablet...very bo liaoz...everything the same one..waste time..hahax..then i cut the cue cards...i've ut 24 sets outta 30..wow..hahax..hiong..hehex..

aft tt wenta have dins with piggy @ macs..hehex..ate macs so many times yet nt sianz..hahax...tts me..oopz! then wenta have my last gp tuition session with my tutor..sobz sobz..last time seeing her...since she's migrating oredi...sighz..sianz...

woke up early(12pm) to go fix tt stupid printer...but in the end it need nt be fixed...stupid..it juz miraculously worked juz nw..waste my time sleeping...crappy...

hahax...guessed i have nothing much to say lahz..

playing mahjong tmr!!! yeahz!!!

gtg

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

went to watch chicken lil today..nt tt gd..nt tt bad either..juz mediocre lor..i think the emphasis between the parent n child is nt as strong as finding nemo..hahax..tts wad i think lahz..hahx

b4 ivan sl n i went to watch...ivan came to my hse..supposedly to go gym...but he din wanna go..cuz there were too many pple..or shld i say too few machines...hahx..wadeva...then we went to suki ramen to have lunch..slurp slurp..ate the spicy thingy..really spicy..cant take it..hahax! then met up with sl when going to heerens.. omg.. heerens..

when we were walking towards heerens..we were blocked by a grp of girls hu demanded us to buy the tix thing for her @ $5..siaoz! so ex still extort..i din wanna buy..still scold me...then i tried to pull innocent ivan away as he was stuck..then was scolded unreasonably for giving them lame excuses...i mean HELLO BITCHES!! STOP UR NONSENSE LAHZ!!! idiotz...

then ivan was damn pissed bout it..hahax..okie random...

then met jer @ borders..hahax..so scary..but his hair is nice..first time seeing him having decent hair..hahax!! oopz!! then tokked bout my cambodia trip..his life in choir n sva..yahz..so farnie..look forward to more chatting sessions with him..hahax!

then went to cafe cartel @ marina aft contemplating for so long..hahax..ate my fill of the macaroni thingy again..hahax..so typical of me to eat the same thing at the same restaurant..hahax! but i luv it! esp when i din get to taste it for a really long time..hahax!

then went to play 2 games of bowling..hahax! so weird..i was supposed to be really lousy..esp when i din play for a really long time..but i ended up scoring the highest score i ever had in my whole bowling history...hahax..140....really high..hahax! oopz!

then went to play arcade b4 heading for hm..zzz...

yeahz..tmr will be watching zathura! n going bk to chs! yeahz! plannedday no 2! woohoo!

okie cyaz!

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12:32 AM::i hate yOu::

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

had a special catch-up icis meeting on fri..hahax..there seems to be nt much of a difference to the changes that shld have taken place while we were away..oh wellz...got to noe old man's cactus..hahax.."he's" really weird..haahx..then went to kenn's hse @ mandarin for pot luck...quite farnie..cuz we've got lotsa cutlery but no food..in the end used the cutlery as currencies in a game..hahax..played lotsa games..piggy..ultimate number(zhong ji mi ma)..truth or dare..hahax..some were drunk cuz of bacardi..hahax..quite happening lahz..shant elaborate..i juz noe tt i ate lotsa fishballs..hahax..

went to pia hw with cj yesterday..but both of us were very half-hearted at the sight n sound of hw..so we went to watch perhaps love in the evening..i think both of us were really dumb..cuz we dun understand the story..hahax..esp the ending..all we said in the cinema was chim..chim...hahax... but luckily..i nv fell asleep cuz the songs inside were quite interesting...hehex..

today woke up late..suppose to go tuition but was postponed..hahax! yeahz!! means more sleep for me..pia-ing ff7 now..hhaax...quite a failure though..so slow of me..juz came bk frm dins @ orchard.. suppose to eat @ food republic@ wisma..but too many pple..i cant even see the stalls..let alone the seats..hahax...so went to the basement food court along scotts road to settle our dins..quite surprised yet awkward to see old p. sch frens there..hahax..esp we were sitting so close to each other..yet i nv really went forward to tok to them..nv really had a gr8t relationship with them though..that's y its awkward they came forward to say hi to me..hahax..weirdz...

hahax..gtg pia my ff7 le..hahax! hope chicken little tmr will turn out fine..hahax!

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

went out with ocippers yesterday aft meeting..kinda gr8t experience..

like wad doe said..the total number of pple hu went out is bigger than any of our class outings...shame on us..sighz...

anw..wenta watch saw 2 @ cathay...kinda gory but i would give a 5/5 for me...kinda unbelievable right? cuz i feel the linkage bet the 1st saw n saw 2 is gd even tho i din watch saw 1.. the twist was impeccable! altho the gore was pretty dumb but farnie!! oopz...go watch it manz!

then wenta see yong bin with his fractured wrist @ sgh...(broken wrist...ahhax) anw..he's alright nw for those of u hu care about him...he fractured his wrist in cambodia while playing soccer..n no docs in cambodia can repair his fractured wrist..so he had to come bk to singapore to get it healed..ahahx..then the process which he described to straightened his wrist bone was gross..its disgusting..hahax...

wenta eat @ fish&co with my mum n sis aft tt..nice food..juz tt proportion too small..hahax..then went shopping.. n bought this really nice shirt which i think its nice...hahax...very nice...oopz...hehex...

then today...slept so much..really felt like a pig..but i luv it! sleep then eat then sleep..hahax sounds like my life in cambodia..hahax!

well gtg have my dins soon..but i promise i wont sleep aft tt...zzzz...

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5:38 PM::i hate yOu::

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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

sorrie bout the post i posted a minute ago...dun be too offended..i juz really need to vent..or else i will juz die...

2:34 AM::i hate yOu::

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oh gosh...im finally bk frm cambodia

seriously..its awkward...i wanted to come hm..yet aft i've reached hm..i wanna go bk to cambodia..ahz...wad an irony..

i missed the orphans..i missed the times spent with the ocip pple...i missed IRC n BS..i missed the late nitex we had..i missed the star-filled sky in cambodia..i missed the carefree lifestyle tt we r used to for the past 12 days...i missed the games we've played tgt..i missed digging n fence-painting...i missed speed-shopping...i missed the food we ate there..i missed the common bunk we used to sleep in..i missed the insects (aka grasshoppers, crickets, etc)i missed the times we worked hard tgt..i missed the times we shared the joy n sadness tgt..i missed everything..everyone in ocip..(with the exception of one)

it feels weird sitting down in my room nw blogging...its as though the time n memory of cambodia juz ended here... i dowan it to end so abruptly...its like some part of me is missing...*sounds familiar*

the times the ocip team spent tgt is golden unforgettable n invaluable...nothing can replaced this complete memory...even the random talks we had were made fun by most pple..i feel i really cant live without them for a moment...THIS moment...

well...even tho ocip may sound so celestial... there will always be a fucked up person to ruin everything...

he's such a hypocrite...putting on such a serious facade everyday...like everyone owes u everything in the world..n pls u fucking bastard...do not come n insult my character...i noe i have my ego...but since u want to mention about crossing lines..U'VE CROSSED MY LINE!!! tts enuff manz! so narrow-minded of u to judge me liddat...scheming indeed u r...purposely have to make me feel guilty by penning my own thoughts on pen n paper...but for the sake of my future...i transformed into u...HYPOCRITE!

but since u like being a hypocrite so much..i shall become ur reflection...reflecting ur own behaviour...

one word of advice...i have my ego..dun come n mess with it

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