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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hahax...finally..the day has come..ocip trip is here!!

ahz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie..first..im really paranoid..im afraid tt the food there is erm...okie...im afraid the mosquitoes r cold-blooded enough to suck us dry of blood... im afraid i will vomit the moment i step into a plane or the ferry..im afraid i will die there...okie...too much!! hahax..

im really nervous nw..im like fevering nw..ahz!! someone save me..

but wat i really feel is excitement..really want to see the children there n play with them..hahax..i think its gonna be real fun..hahax!!

12 days is neither long nor short..i think i may really juz die there...

CHOI!!!!

okie..juz hope tt this wont be my last blog entry..hahax!

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

wow...so fast..1 yr liaoz..

happened to pass by vj's webby..saw the link for the pae...so near yet so far..the link look so familiar yet it doesnt..hahax..it juz brings bk memories of post o level periods..where everyone juz applied for their pae..had their toll of fun..wow..its amazing...

n as for this yr..it juz breezed thru like nobody's business..hahax..only when i saw the link THEN i started to realise that 1 yr has juz swiftly swept frm our feet..whew...

pae..1st 3 mths..jae...pw..mids..promos..over...so fast..faster than i tot it would be..i believe anyone hu r looking at this may feel the same as i do..everything juz happened really fast..too fast..

well...nw we r the seniors oredi..seniors of 2006..we will be the ones answering our juniors' qns about the sch..we will be the ones choosing pple..we will be the ones taking our exams at the end of the day..

nw..my only resolution for nxt yr is to make tt yr a really memorable one...

tts beside the pt tt im turning seriously senile..oopz!

okie..gtg..

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

woh! im feeling gr8t..really! yeahz! hahax!!

altho i really felt super stressed over ocip stuff..but i think my grp really rox when we really work tgt..pooling all our ideas down..it was really amazing..i think all of their ideas outbid mine lahz... hahax! gd job guys! n thx for encouraging during my due-to-my-paranoia stress period!! thx rach hanibim justinapiggy qiuyi n celine! hahaax! hope we will continue to work hjard lahz! hahax!

today had our first meeting for all ogls..altho the attendance was APPALLING..hahax..so many pple din turn up..sighz..oh wellz..anw..gonna miss like 3 meetings out of 6..hahax.. im in the og initially called Illusion..the power lahz..but we changed it to Ice..hahax..sounds better than hallucination..then the nm for us is Frostbite..KKKK! hahax..damn cool..imran n clarissa shld be really gd leaders for our team! hahax! shall see..meanwhile..jia youx for them!! forstbite rox!! we r so united tt we had our lunch tgt despite the fact tt we met for the 1st time..hahax..but poor ken frm our grp was left out..sorrie!! hahax! today's session was mild yet enriching..at least i got to noe more pple!! hahax!!

gtg now..nothing much liaoz..

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Friday, November 11, 2005

aft so many days..ive finally decomposed...winx...

the gang came over my hse on wed...was rather happy tt i have some form of company b4 i go crazy..haiz..oh wellx..when they came..it was fun playing those games tt was nv played b4 alone...hahax..uno stacko..hahax..stupid piggy..reverse wad bullshit...

but aft cam n yeek left..i start to clean up the place..tts when i realised im taking aft my mum...kinda like everything spick n span without even a single speck of dirt..i think my mum has inherited this 'cleanliness' to me..wonder if its gd or bad...sighz

ocip stuff is rather slow..aahzz!! gt pick up the pace liaoz..yahz..hope somebody can help me do up the lessons..too lazy le...:p

hahax..guess i have nothing much to say since im having no life at hm n trying to play finish disc 1 of ff7..hahax...

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

sianz sianz sianz...dying of boredom at hm now..nothing to do..i finally realised it isnt so gd to finish ur op so soon..cuz ur other frens may have yet finished their op..so crappy..or maybe im juz too lonely..hahax..

anw..went to kbox yesterday again with ivan n sl(aft wq's b'dae)..hahax..surprisingly the staff didnt chase us out..most likely they forgot or they do not have business tt day..so they can juz spare us one lil room lahz..hahx..but sang quite a lot of songs..hahax.. then went to play in arcade again..hahax..so cliche..so i decided to sit this round out cuz need to save money..hehex..cannot splurge anymore!! then went to my old old hse @ clarke quay..i have nt gone bk there for a really long time..kinda miss tt bustling clarke quay tt is was used to be..arcades playgrds food courts..ahz..wadeva..sometimes i think we muz really pause n smell the roses..:)

op was fine..boring..but something's were quite farnie though..hahax..susu's laptop screensaver popped up..q&a session had some crappy ans..hehex...aft tt..quickly went to do i&r to finish the darn pw..sorrie to keep the rest waiting so long juz for me to complete my pw..so went to seoul garden in the end aft so many mishaps..hahax..ate quite lil..no appetite..then andrew n george came with the cake to celebrate yn's b'dae in advance!! thx to them! really appreciated their help..will promise help nxt time!! anw..aft we left seoul garden aft we wreaked havoc there..we started to flirt with the doors outside soeul garden..pics of it r restricted here..hahax..oopz!

wq's b'dae party was rather simple..went to breeks..laughed like mad there..hahax...orbitrary booklet..aiyahz..wadeva..juz knew tt my stomach still aches a lil frm it...hahaxthen went to kbox..sang till 2++ till my dad called..he sounds pretty mad..but when i went hm..it was rather peaceful..no one was at the doorstep "welcoming" me..hahax.wadeva..shldnt have gone out till so late..hehex..

actually..the weird thing is..i feel empty without pw..it ended too abruptly..hahax..

gtg liaoz..

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

finally its a holiday tt i can rest...zzz...

ocip has been quite bz..but i think its gonna be so screwed up lahz..mr hoe told me at the last minute tt our cultural grp should be focussing on cultures of other countries other than s'pore..okie fine..but if he changes his mind again...im so gonna blow...to add salt to the wound..the final deadline for everything to be prepared is 14/11...do u think we have time..holy crap...

pw is slowing down in my grp..we r getting so slacky..down frm many rehearsals(as compared to other classes) to a few hrs of doing qns..so sianz...cant wait for 8th to be over..so that im officially released frm pw jail n i cant delete the folder named "Project Work" IMMEDIATELY!!

oh wells..

dh n charmed is getting more interesting!! woohoo!!...

guess i have nothing much to say..hmm..im getting broke soon? cuz so many ppl b'daes in nov..goshz...

okie gtg!

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