expressing negativity

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Monday, June 13, 2005

today is such a bloggable day. dunno y. but muz blog. like the way ive always do. DETAILEDLY. hahax!

this morning i manage to wake up up in the morning!!! wooo!!! broke my curse of sleeping n waking up late!! yeahz!!! ........................ anw....went out with my parents n relatives to eat pow sing(m i right?) chicken rice + miscellaneous @ serangoon garden. its such a feast. couldnt take so much food. esp juz aft i woke up n when im like nt hungry...oopz! played with tt little cute spongy-face niece i have! hahax! so cute! juz like me!! oopz...

left halfway disappointedly. tot can be lumpanged to at least some mrt station. dun think i need to say wad happened aft tt. hahax. wadeva. took a bus frm serangoon garden bus stop. v fast. my bus 73 came within a flash. hehex! took the bus @ 12.45pm to toa payoh. NOTE. im supposed to meet ivan n sl @ city hall @ 1.30pm. +++ i still have to buy tix for the 5.10pm show for mr n mrs smith @ cineleisure FIRST. THEN i go meet them. ~45min....wow! but wadeva. im always late. hahax! oopz! bus quite fast. reached there @ 1pm. missed train. waited ~5 mins. or 6. dunno y im toking such trivia stuff too. ignore if u have to. took to somerset. while waiting. sl tried to call me n vice versa. wow. sl's phone's amazing! even though he changed it. dunno if its my phone or his. it juz sux. called ivan to wake him up. i tot i need to. but he failed me. oopz! so i had to 'rush' a bit lor.

arrived @ somerset. this stupid woman came n approached me to buy a dunno wad thing. NO TIME. tts my excuse. ALL THE TIME. so irritating. for commission sake. NEXT. wont get cheated like poor jonny. hahax! walked away quickly. nv realised cine q far frm somerset mrt. walked until leg lemonised. took lift lor. simply lazy. oopz! bought tix real quickly. walked bk out of the cathay building. still contemplating to take mrt or take bus. scared take mrt kena haunted by the woman again. but scared take bus v slow. sighz. took mrt in the end. ivan ranted. hahax! oopz! avioded that bitch totally. heng. den ivan ranted @ me. cuz i too slow. wadeva. blame the train by then. i TRIED my best! hahax! :P

den met up with the 2 ppl @ city hall. den decided to go the macs @ bras basah instead of suntec. cuz too far frm mrt. oopz. den went up the escalator frm the mrt. BOOM! ANOTHER BITCH haunted us AGAIN! win lor. like i fated liddat. met TWICE. the commissioners again. wanted to go. but poor ivan. too kind le. cannot. muz teach him a bit of fang sheng shu, or 'protect urself' skill. hahax! practised a lotz in bishan last time le. muz teach him. esp now he studies in bishan. hahax! so we continued our journey towards macs toking about this matter. n then about the movie premonition. well. memories. good or bad? the latter would be good. hahax!

went upstairs of macs. bought our meals. den started mugging liaoz. wow. so hardworking. continued on my carbo. got a lotz of ???????????????????????????????????? in my head. too bad. hahax. gonna fail everything anw. halfway stomachache. went to shit. the door cannot close properly. muz use force one. den shitting in pubic toilets unwillingly reminds me of me clogging up the toilet bowl in vj. water flowed out. so paiseh. hahax! ran away frm crime scene. hahax!!! den went bk to study. kept toking lotsa crap while mugging. actually nt really mugging. half of time mugging. the other half toking crap. tok frm pri sch to sec sch to tv programmes. think i saw a superstar participant. eeekkz! reminds me of the gossip club's thingy!! hahax! 'wo3 shi4 ru2 fa1. xi3 xi3 zhe4 li3. xi3 xi3 na4 li3. wo3 yao4 ni3 xi3 xi3 zhe4 li3" HAHAAHAHAHZ!!!! oopz! moved on to lipids finally until sl commenced the mugging session over at an earlier stipulated time of 4.15pm.

went bk to take mrt to somerset. toked about some ppl in my classreached there @ 4.50pm. wow. movie starts @ 5.10pm n we went there 20 mins earlier. bo bianz lor. rot. rot until we went in. bought chips n drinks. woo. movie started on time. gd. no need waste. watched mr n mrs smith. movie quite long forgot to urine. but can bear with it anw. hahax. movie quite nice. up to my expectations. surprisingly i think this movie has the least dialogue. everything they said is so crisp n direct. luv it. unique way of communication. 9. den the plot. twist is 50% expected. so plot. 6. then toking about the action pac thingy. quite interesting. juz felt quite poor thing for that beautiful hse that is being blown down in the end. sickening. but luv it cuz nt my money anw. hahax. cool couple. nice. 8. hahax! copied frm the movie frm the way they rate. hehex.

aft movie walked ard first lor. went to heerens. bought a choker. cuz losted mine this other time during drama nitex. sobx sobx. nvm. got new one liaoz. contemplate for q long b4 buying. went in 77th street to shop ard. realised their clothes quite nice lehz. luv them. wanted to buy them. but. sighz. den wanted to go to tt place which i saw got fd court one. well. its a mirage to me. hahax. went to cuppage instead. saw mr jerry teo there!! hahax! shopping with his dear wife. but din see her. went toilet. damn. so went to buy my food first den want to purposely walk to their table n fake. but they gone liaoz!!! how dare he! muz scold him. hahax. so msged him. said hes at robinson. nahz. too lazy to go there. besides my food's getting cold cuz of him. den tok crap while eating until dear george called me. he panicked like mad. tot he got asthma n needed help. well. its only his handphone tt dropped on the floor while vibrating. wadeva lor. got warranty to send still dunno. need me to tell him. hahax. win lor. while i eating some more. sorrie george if u see this part. but its for u!!! hahax! so after eating. tempted sl to play para x2 @ dhoby. hahax!

we walked to dhoby. toked about desperate hsewives. den saw my mirage fd court. so empty. lucky nv go. hahax! anw. continued walking. ivan n sl toked about dota. dunno wads tt. den when we were waiting at the traffic light waiting to cross, sl wanted to cross cuz the other half of the road had its traffic light GREEN while nearer to us tt half is still RED. but i dunno wad possessed him n he CROSSED the road. he walked across one lane....den when he was about to cross the other lane. ivan screamed. ooo! the car came zooming towards him! he quickly responded. everyone tt saw gave a 'OOOO'. dunno whether its a 'aiyohz-so-careless' 'OOOO' or a 'aiyohz-nv-got-hit' 'OOOO'. but its scary enough. lucky got ivan screamed. or else i would see sl dead. or perhaps a cat dead by the road. or the cat with 1 lesser life. oopz! too far. den sl started panicking. dunno wad happened to him. like possessed or something. hahax. actually honestly. i wanted to cross with him. scary. like our sub-conscious r working so well. almost got us killed. hahax. but im numb. had so much similar experiences. like im fated to die of car accident. haahx!

so proceeded to dbs atm for dear sl to draw money. u noe wad. he's a piece of work. he took so long to draw money. really wanted to slap him. ivan n i were like lingering outside the bank like we r going to rob the bank. siaoz. draw $$ can take so long one mehz? crapz. went to play para aft 1 wk for me i think. @ the lousy para x2 machine arcade. so went to play DDR first instead. tried standard. legs officially broke le. hahax. sl lehz. lousy. oh. FYI: sl topped up $20 again for $20 free. win lor. left $30 for him. hahax. anw. played a while den this ah-ma came n tok to us. seems interested in us playing. actually. she's juz lonely. hahax. oopz. can tell. lucky i pulled ivan away frm her when he came. hahax. or else no need to play le. hahax. den we played until the arcade closed. wad a close manz. while sl was playing ivan's share. the whole arcade juz went in a blackout. hahax. sl almost failed tt stage. well. nw its neither a fail or a pass liaoz. hahax! sl tapped another. but wasted liddat. hahax. wad a close. wad a close. den we went hm aft tt lor. simple.

thx for hearing me ramble bout today. kina missed wad i used to do last time when im free. sianz. felt revived suddenly. dunno y. want to do lotsa things. well. we'll see.

while on the train with sl. he told me he's going some kind of obs camp. sighz. toking about camps. i think i gave up on them le. i noe camps r supposed to teach us skills tt we need to noe. i noe camps let us noe more ppl. i noe camps r inspiring for most. but lets face it. face reality. do we really apply the skills we acquire? do we really continue to contact with the ppl we've bonded once so strongly with? do we really feel as inspired as we were as we break frm camp n as time goes by? do camps really work? maybe. for a while. aft a while. its gone. like the leadership seminar ive been to. felt empty. like i've nv been to the camp b4. sianz. wasted time? i dunno. u tell me.

kkz. tired liaoz. cyaz!

tata!

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