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Saturday, June 04, 2005

hey ppl! so glad to be bk! i need to blog cuz i cant lose to jonny chuah! ;p oopz....i have been receiving complaints tt i have too long blogs n no pics...guys its my style k...but i will definitely put up the pics...

23/5...vesak hols...thinking of how to kill it...so went to jer's hse instead of k box cuz the gang wasnt really free u see...hahax..play mahjong with cam pig n jer....n wads so irritating is tt cam always wins..n tt caused me to bankrupt right so immediately...everything 'man tai'...aiyahz..kinda expected anyway..so 1 full day devoted to mahjong b4 going out to eat with an extra bitch barking at hm...but at least its better..cuz my ipod mini's bk!!oopz...

24/5..tues...oooo...start of the week of the half/full day week...hehex...routine applies here...was as sianz as ever with the quite-down class even though spa torture was over...went to 7-11 during 4-period break..hahax..tok crap a bit here n there...den lessons as dull n usual as ever..aft sch..shld be a bitching session with the usual ppl about desperate housewives..but so many ppl nt free...sianz..in the end went with cam n pig only to eat something b4 going hm...

25/5..wed...yeah!!!so happy half day! until 10.25am..oopz! had until chem prac only..so fast..n she even let us off early..how great! everyone was so excited about the soccer match tt was about to happen @ national stadium! so every1 separated to have their own fun activities during the half-day..hehex...as for our class....or shld i say part of our class went to watch movie...star wars...n i joined in too even though i had no idea wat the 1st 2 episodes were about..oopz..for fun i guessed...so muhammad hj me yq george lemuel doanna n 2 seniors surprisingly came with us..n they r qadir n shiyuan..hehex...went to watch star wars lor..but b4 tt mu me hj n yq were with cyn n tl...aiyohz..we felt free-r aft parting with them...im sorrie i have to say tt..oopz! anw...the movie was nt bad..even though i was totally overcome by my sleepyness...1 factor was tt the chair lured me to...2nd factor was the movie was a bit draggy..hahax..overall...great movie...n easily understood too...cuz i can even predict wads happening later n wad has oredi happened..hahax.. den after tt bitch ard in HMV for a while bout jocie's album..mouse loves big rice..hahax..den went to national stadium to cheer for our soccer team! yeahz! 1st half of the match...rather stagnant...no goals on both sides...n the environment we r in aint enthu at all...so boring..so during the interval..george n i migrated to where yn rq yg ps r sitting..more lively there hahax..really sorrie to pang seh doanna yq and they all..hahax! 2nd half began...n its more interesting cuz it would be the deciding factor..+ the spirit at the new place was literally ground-breaking...hahax...mj scored 1st with 1 goal..then the spirit n anxiousness was raised n vj scored a penalty kick..hahax! the match ended with a tie of 1 all even when the injury time is depleted...hahax..so off we go to the penalty shoot-out..we lost the 2nd try...but luckily mj had a miss too when wu jun saved it! we really heaved a big sigh of relief...phew...but eventually we still lost when sudden death occured...sianz...the entire vj spirit sank bk to as deep as the ocean...some in denial..some in depression..some in shock..hahax..i juz felt they did their best! vj soccer rox siaz! hehex..aft went hm...i heard tt some vj got mocked at by mj ppl...super arrogant..juz really hope these ppl will be crushed when they walk across any street...even the quietest one...

26/5...thurs...moaning day i would consider..hahax..soccer team lost..we lose our full/half day too...mrs chan said splashed a 'NO' to our faces so brutally tt we walked out of the hall totally zombified...oopz...so sianz..we were like tutorial-ess in our bags..how to survive the day..anw i did..hahax..2pm supposed to support the hockey team..but oopz..afraid to face another game n for the sake of pw..i din go n stayed in sch..aft tt went hm to sleep..nothing much...juz feeling down without a halfday even though sch ended early for us at 2pm..but still...sighz...anw..hockey girls won rj n hockey boys lost..both with rj..proud of hockey girls! n would really wanna thank them...for giving us a possible chance of half/full day! oopz!

27/5..fri...we've got our way...even though its a half-day...no..a quarter-day..we ended at 9.50 hahax! yeahz! chem lecture was juz half of it..n no one was interested at all! oopz..as for higher mother tongue ppl..we ended at 9.15...hahax! budden lehz...our class ppl wanted to go out..but aft i slacked in the concourse for 2 hrs+..by which during the wait i clogged up the sch's toilet bowl...n eventually only 4 of us went to watch movie...when a lot of ppl said they r nt free..winner lor! but at least i motivated them to go..hahax..so doanna me hj n george went to watch monster-in-law at lido...real bitchy show! hahax! laughed like hell! recommended! hehex...den we went to shop n walked ard n tok lotsa crap! enjoyed the session totally..hahax..it feels like a mini-s11 outing..reminiscent...sighz..btw...met SIN MING LONG in heerens...he scared me as usual...n i juz popped out a "still scratching?"..oopz..but frm wad i saw..i think a 'yes' for tt ans is so appropiate...hahax! aft we separated for hm...hahax..great day!

28/5..sat....went for drama in sch...for exco elections..aiming for PR manager...but when i got there...was 'scolded' by christine for nt going to interviews on tues...hahax..oopz...i had a really lousy speech cuz i din prepare...din noe actually..the instructions on the board werent clear..nvm...den got bombing session aft tt..most of the true bombing was by ka hei unexpectedly..hahax..at least i think shes direct..hahax...n den the seniors started to have a discussion for quite a long time...we juniors waited outside anxiously...in the end..they came out..n announced the results...too bad i din get in..was rather disappointed actually even though i fake im nt...sighz..but the new exco looks promising! i will be cheering for them! btw i u r interested...the new pres is zuhao...vp's chun jia..sec is krystle..treasurer is jacq..PR is PRiya..hahax...n QM is gladys...i wished them gd luck for all the things they pursue n hope tt they will help us bring drama to greater heights!! yeahx! so aft tt to celebrate..the bunch of drama ppl went to kfc to eat..hehextok crap n went to isetan to shop...den ka hei ganesh n i went over to the toy section to relive childhood memories..play with fishing baits...bball..rattles..trains..wadeva...den the rest of the grp came along...n den we stopped ogling at them..hahax..aft tt we separated..hahax..zzzzz on buz...almost missed stop..n was cooking in the buz...gosh...

29/5..sun...ivan came to my hse to mug...but i had to rush to cine to meet s gang..so no choice had to compromise a bit lor..so mug for an hr..den went to look for the gang at heerens...we played n bitched ard..saw khairul...jonny even tot of stalking on him..mad like totally! den we went to watch monster-in-law again with some sponsors..thanx btw! den went to have dinner at some resterant..forgot the nm...hahax...was nice lahz..had some rice with that chicken n curry..hehex..quite nice lahz...but a bit 'wulu' lahz...at killiney rd..can u imagine...anw...den angie fetched us hm...hahax.. at hm..started packing for the camp the next day..wasnt really excited cuz its full of talks..still have to write the obj thingy somemore...no mood ahz..sianz

30/5...mon...arrived in sch at 7.40am..supposedly to meet chun jia...but she was rather early..hahax..den went to the concourse aft tt to register n checked our grouping..i was in COCOPAH in pink!..hahax...it was quite chaotic until every1 was settled down in lt2...phew..some ppl nv write the obj thingy down...eg. chun jia... she rushed thru the thing...quite hilarious tt she only completed a quarter of the foolscap...hehex...den we started off with ice-breakers within our grp...besides yn n hj in my grp...the others were quite strangers to me...we started introducing ourselves b4 playing the 'drop the blanket' game..quite funny for my turn when the person opp me was none other than yn! i was totally shocked tt i didnt noe wad to say..hahax..juz yelled n laughed like mad...den lame ideas started to flood in the game..hahax..wad sit facin the bk..wadeva lahz..den the whole lot of us went for a workshop about our personality..did MBTI(Myer-Briggs Type Indicator) to show hu we r...my psy code is ENFP...stands for Extraversion iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving...hehex..sounds quite true..wow! den we had our break...den a game in our respective personality grpz...played real hard..the Amazing Maze..like the o2 game lahz..but the rulz were strict..howeva..as human nature explains..we cant stop cheating..hehex..in the end...we won...oopz! the 1st lunch we had was seriously 'good'...oily chicken n soaked fries...'delicious!'...oopx..den went for another workshop...changing context....the diff grps of 28 went out to diff places in the east to look for info about the vision of the company...our sub-grp had to interview starbux...n we were so fast tt we asked more shops...hahax..3 in total..was rather shock by one of the managers hu told us about somethings...unbelievable..quote 1 line..' i hate singapore'..wow..real nice..oopz! den we went bk to sch for the further workshop..some other grps came bk w/o any info...they were so pissed...hahax..anyway...the workshop was actually quite a wreck...it wasnt really engaging...was playing post-sticks with my grp...wanted to play games...hahax...get the bored pic? at nite...watch a movie called 'rmb the titans'..quite touching..ALMOST cried...ALMOST...cuz last part real sad...i recommend the movie...go rent it or something..its marvellous..its bout how hites n blacks mixed together...pretty cool..den in the end..went to bed at 12++...dang tired..played only 1 game of bridge n hearts b4 going to bed...zzzz...

1/6..tues...another day...but it was a rather slack camp..woke up at 7am for camp izzin exactly tough..hahax...but our grp has to wake up early to make breakfast for the ppl...it was really fun....the mixing milo was done by tht guys..hahax..juz mixed here n dere..taste it....den add this add tt again..hahax..likw witch brew..hehex..dent he gals settled the omelette-associated stuff...hehex...generally..we did a great job..although most of the food we cooked..we ate them..like greedy pigs..hehex...n we've made new food...eggbread! supposedly french toast...well.... aft tt we went for 2 workshops for the day...gosh..2 workshops..can really die..1st workshop about proj...quite sianx....so technical...aft lunch...the communication n persuasive skills course...more memorable! i actually rmb wad the person is toking about..hehex...he lloks kinda familiar...cuz hes actually a drama director..hahax..cool...quite interactive..luv it basically! den we had the backwoodsman cooking...our grp was in charge of the chickens...i dunno y...everytime the dirty job is given to us..quite unfair..nvtheless..we had our share of fun..our grp basically had to smear margarine on the chickens n packed 2 layers of Al foil on it..hehex...i was juz packing the 2nd layer...got really crazy..wasting Al foil like siaoz...keep tearing n wrapping 1 piece of chicken each..so wasteful..but hu cares...hahax...we kept packing like siaoz...we kept screaming like bitches...hahax..den the other grps either chop potatoes n cook it...or chop fruits..dig ground...etc..hehex...den went for Dr William Tan's tok immediately...schedule a bit tight...so w/o bathing..listen to his tok...a bit unez...but wadeva...his tok was so inspirational...his life was really WOW!!...really want him to come bk in aug..hahax..i cant describe how inspirational until u get a chance to meet him in person n him telling u all the stories..n he's so humble..its like WOW!...anw..had our backwoodsman cooking..the chicken were cooked in the soil..a bit smelly lahz the soil..but the chicken was said to be nice..but aft much trouble..found tt my chicken was among the uncooked ones...eww...juz ate the buffet instead...hehex...den wanted to bath..but me leslie n sean decided to play bridge 1st...oopz! den missed our bathing time cuz we had to lend our toilet for the girls..sighz..dunno y girls bathe so long..cant they be juz like my sis...oopz!!! anw..had to bath aft debrief..but we had time cuz we were allowed to stay up till 1am..hahax...quickly bathed n joined the drama ppl..hahax..had a fun time toking to them...it really in easing my soul..hahax...they r really nice ppl..luv hanging with them...had lotsa things to tok..we basically toked bout anything under the sun...its like theres someone to tok to..really enjoyed toking to u guys.. thanx zuhao chun jia n jacq! hahax..den went to sleep aft long toks n supper...hahax...zzzzz....

2/6...wed...supposedly a 'yeahz' for this last day of camp..but din wanted to cuz we really enjoyed our time together..hahax...sighz...had our team-building games...n basically.. our grp's motto is like to cheat n win! oopz! did i say cheat? hahax...n the trust fall i muz mentioned.. gd job to everyone in our grp hu r so daring to try the fall! n kudos to pam hu overcome her fear..n anw..i luv this station cuz i juz luv the feeling of falling..hahax...its like so free..tutorials flying off ur mind...hahax...aft tt had a tok with mr liak...actually..i heard some others didnt really like his speech..i dunno..im juz nt moved...or maybe nt as much as the previous one...i shall nt say anymore in case i get any letter on defamation...oopz..had our lunch...den went with the dram ppl to survey for a spot in sch 4 a drama room...cuz we wanted to feel belonged...sighz...hahax..but i will support their idea..hahx..den aft lunch is clear-up time..nothing much though surprisingly...den had the pow-wow session where the sports..aesthetic..clubs n soc n student leader grps gathered to share wad we have been thru these few days..hahax...we even planned to start an arts council! cool! hahax..lots of things discussed...nv knew i could still rmb the workshop on communication...hahax...den the break camp was rather interesting yet small-scale..hahx..the pics were put on a slideshow..hahx..real nice memories..cherished them...hahax...camp was officially broken...sighz...every1 separated as usual...lives bk to normal..wadeva...went hm n wanted a bathe n nap...but was really tired n analysis in my brain was basically zero...sighz..got some complications...sighz..b4 i went to bed..zzz

2/6..thurs...slept for 14 hrs! yeahz! its like once in a blue moon i can take this kinda nap...was a lil oozy...stayed at hm n watched all the shows available for me to clear..hahax..b4 we went to shop at nite..bought clothes k...hahax..i dunno lehz..had a shopping fever suddenly..maybe too stressed out..hahax..had a marche dinner which was like a so-long-n-had....hahax...oopz! den went hm...hahax

3/6...fri...went for pw meeting with my grp...hehex..so slack...juz merely done up a survey form..like only took 1/2h...hahax...saw mrs ting at MP library with her P4 daughter...SO SWEET!! so cute too! hahax...oopz!den walked to PP to eat...but i impromptu arranged a meeting with my cousins to watch madagascar at lido...hahax..the show was quite ok lahz...simple plot...nothing much to comment on..shld be g-rated...or izzit oredi? dunno lahz...at nite was the bbq at my hse..so sickening!!! i hate bbq!! i mean u will eat uncooked food...charred ones too..n u dun get to eat much one...its like a trend in me...sianz..dun like bbqs..have to clean up the mess somemore...kaoz...hate it totally!! real tired liaoz...stayed up till now to blog..hahax...guess how late izzit when the bbq ends?

i dunno y...i cant really stand the sight of some ppl in my hse...or shld i say MOST actually..shant elab..but its juz getting over my top...i even can so clearly visualize them in coffins liaoz...lousy ones btw..oopz!! too bad...anw...the pics thing will be posted soon since its the hols..but i will have to do it in batches...or else i will juz die...hehex...so guys...tag!!

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